Fixing Life Alone

Fixing Life Alone

realgear kenken

Hindi pa naman huli ang pagbabago para sa sarili ko , 

ngayon nararamdaman ko na bumabalik na nga ako sa dati.

Prioritizing needs of myself  like fulfilling my dreams and give happiness to other.

..., passion? 

well i think i have that passion to fulfill it . 

But naisip ko paano ko ito magagawa...?

kung di ko nga kayang matulungan ang sarili ko

sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko.

Na mula pa  pagkabata ay namulat na 

sa reyalidad ng ating buhay at sa pagiging

di pantay ng ating lipunan.

Pero napagisip-isip ko sa tulong nito! 

sa mga nangyari sa buhay ko masama man o mabuti,

at karamihan nga dito ay masama.hahahahahahaa.

Napatunayan ko,na ito pala ang nagturo sa akin kung paano maging matatag 

at paano harapin ang mga problema at kasiyahan ng walang pag-aalinlangan at takot.

Now i'm walking in the middle of darkness. 

And people assume that i'm okay because

 i'm smiling yet talking.They don't see what i felt. 

How i wish things will stop. 

But,everything will set in a right place in a right time.

I am  looking  forward  for a  new beginning  with  me,

only  me  and nothing but me. 

Talking to yourself is so easy, crazy but effective. 

Try nyo mga pare! 

ame ga furimasu
( ulan )

realgear kenken

Ulan ito siguro ang biyaya na maituturing ko na nagbibigay buhay sa mga nilalang.

Ulan ang siyang pumapawi  sa tigang na lupa,sanhi nitong tag-araw.

Ngunit aking natanto na sana'y maihalintulad ko sa ulan itong mga problema't kahirapan

na siyang nag-papahirap sa aking kaisipan. 

Na sa  bawat pagpatak at pag-agos nito sa lupa ay unti-unting nawawala.

At pagtapos nito ay may bagong liwanag na tatanglaw at mag-bibigay pag-asa 

sa pagod kong puso at isipan na sanhi ng mga di kanais-nais na bagay at pangyayari 

na nagaganap sa aking munting buhay.

Ang Buhay ay Weather 

Weather lang

Lag's

Sadyang ganito itong buhay,mahiwaga at matalinghaga

Minsa'y maulap,minsa'y maaraw,minsa'y matinik,minsa'y mapayapa.

May mga nilalang na sa buhay ay nagagalak

Sapagkat buhay ng iba ay kanilang pag-aari at hawak.

May mga isinilang na singhirap ng daga

Na sa buhay na dusta pag may tulong sa hapag-kaina'y tuwang-tuwa.

May ilang mga taong sumibol sa ibabaw ng mundo

Na nabubuhay sa kabalintuaan,silang mga masasamang damo.

Ang mga tao'y nilikhang may pangit,may maganda

May mga sa buhay ay may kaya at may mga nagdaralita.

Marahil dito sa ibabaw ay may mga taong nagbubuhay-hari

Subalit sa mata niya ang mga iyan ay mumunti.

The Beauty of

 Reality 

khickz_2011

I always have this question in mind,

does every one love nature?

Maybe yes,maybe no depending on how they look at it.

But for me who was born with a heart on nature are very much in love on it.

The amazing trees that scattered around,wild plants and flowers,animals,mountains,rivers,oceans are natures beauty 

that makes me excited to explore,to look something new,

and something different.

I am really a nature lover

I appreciate every single thing it brings.

The simple sound it makes,the noise when the birds sung,

the swinging of the trees,

the wind blows and everything that really freshen my mind.

That's why i always let my mind and heart to be with nature 

every time thing doesn't go as

what i expected and i am so disappointed to the fact that 

everything goes wrong for me.

Nature is very important to me it is as if i couldn't live without its presence

Hoping that it has the same effect to every one

Trying to appreciate what the real beauty is and be contented on it is the best.

Nature---it is the most valuable creation i have ever seen.

But can we keep it that way?

Make sense...

Let us enjoy its beauty now that we have all the chances

Who knows it doesn't look the same in the future.

it takes strength to fight for something,

but sometimes it requires more strength
to accept that something no longer
worth fighting for.

don't live by the expectations of people around you...

live for yourself,for your dreams and happiness...

you messed up? who cares?

your not breathing through their nose!

You don't need to prove something to anyone,
because the real you will always be good enough for who really cares....

Just a Note

Never hate the times where you failed.

These are the times where you show the world that failures don't define you 

but what makes you Stronger.

And you don't have to be insecure with the quality of others,

because you have the quality that makes your own personality stand out among the rest.

Gusto kong 

magsulat pero di 

ko magawa

Mina 

Gusto kong magsulat pero di ko magawa

Ahhh.saan nga ba ako magsisimula?

Mag-aapuhap ba ng taludtod sa diwa?

O magsisimulang gumuhit mula sa alaala?

Gusto kong magsulat pero di ko magawa

Ilang oras pa kaya ako sa harap ng desktop tutunganga?

Makahahanap kaya ako ng inspirasyon sa isa pang akda?

Babasa ng aklat o makikinig ng musika?

Gusto kong magsulat pero di ko magawa

Tila madamot ang isipan sa pagbigay ng talata

Nangangapos din,aking balon ng mga salita

At imahinasyon,tila nag boycott din yata.

Gusto kong magsulat pero di ko magawa

Saan titingin at susuling,alumpihit ang makata,

Nais ay makatapos ng isang akda,

Subalit,kaisipan ay tila nakatanikala.

Gusto kong magsulat pero di ko magawa

Aba,taludtod ay nakaka apat na!

Hmmm...mukhang ito ay hindi na masama

Nakatutuwa,ako'y may isa na namang likha...

To walk is what i always do...

But i prefer not to pin to look back to people who's no longer walking with me.

  then someone asked me...

Why did you just let other people leave you?

 then i answered...

"Life is a long Journey...

let's see who will be walking with me until the end of my story."

realgear kenken

waaahhhbaffet!!!

Kaleidoscope Me

Bakit???

There are times i feel so strong and there were moments i feel like i'm about to fall.There were mornings i am so eager to wake  and there were days i don't wanna get out of bed.There were Mondays i'm so inspired to learn more,then there were some that i feel so totally bored.There were times i'd like to smile and be a vessel of joy,then there's moment that i'd like to just sit and be alone.At times words just keep pop pin in my bed,then there were chances,phrases seem to always end.There were times i'd use profound words to provoke the minds,then there's moments i'd use the simplest lines.There are times i sure think like an Einstein another moment i'd stare blank after hearing a punchline.Some days i surely wish i can travel the World,then there were moments  i'm scared to go.There were seasons i'd thank God i'm like no any other,then there's times i'd question why i have this skin color.There were Saturday nights i enjoy going home without companion,then there were nights i wish i don't walk home alone.Ahhhhhhh, there's so much complexity in me,and i myself,have difficulty understanding the real me,they sees me in my worst and in my best,yet they still chooses to love me at their best.